Pawel Bajerski / 飛上

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Pawel Bajerski

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

날려 버리는

아니 나를 흩어, 비로소

 

 

飛上

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                                                                타오르는 불 속에
                                                                                                내가 서 있다 끝없는 사막엔
                                                                                                바람만이 모래기둥을 차례로 쓰러뜨리며
                                                                                                불어오고 불은 더욱 거세게 타오른다

 

                                                                                                아득한 지평선 신기루처럼
                                                                                                움직이는 낙타의 행렬 구름 한 점
                                                                                                없는 하늘엔 굶주린 까마귀 몇 마리
                                                                                                머리 위를 선회하고

 

                                                                                                서서히 나는 호흡을 멈춘다
                                                                                                서서히 나는 피의 순환을 멈춘다
                                                                                                그리고 두 눈을 태양에 고정시킨 채
                                                                                                불을 빨아들인다 내 혈관을 타고
                                                                                                흘러드는 불꽃들

 

                                                                                                내 심장은 터질 듯 부풀어오르고
                                                                                                태양이 오므렸던 꽃잎을 펼치며
                                                                                                사방에 투명한 빛의 침을 박는다
                                                                                                마지막 한 모금의 불까지 다 마셔버린
                                                                                                다음 나는 기다린다 무릎을 꿇고서

 

                                                                                                심장 속에서 무언가가
                                                                                                날개를 파닥인다 처음엔 조용히
                                                                                                점점 세차게 나는 눈을 감는다 순간
                                                                                                금빛 발톱으로 내 가슴을 찢고 날아오르는
                                                                                                불새 한 마리

 

                                                                                                태양의 중심을 향해
                                                                                                새는 날아가고 나는 재가 되어
                                                                                                사막 위에 쓰러진다 잠시 후 바람이
                                                                                                아득한 지평선 너머 먼 나라로
                                                                                                나를 데려다 주기까지

 

 

 

                                                                                                남 진우의  불새

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

          

 

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